Thursday, June 30, 2011

Driving with a Donut.

So, I got this pretty cool car. I like it. It's a Honda Fit. Really cool in every way. great gas mileage, I can transport all of my music gear along with a large list of other things.

I like the color.

Its orange.

It serves me well.

However, there is this issue with the tires. They keep blowing out. This is probably due to the combination of Cleveland weather's effect on the roads, Low profile aluminum alloy rims and operator neglect. I suppose in the near future I should acquire some other size rim for this vehicle. that should work.

Now, as was driving with the donut for several days (because the tire happens to be pretty scarce around these parts) I noticed a connection between life and traffic( there are many connections and analogies I think of a lot when I drive). I had to drive slower due to the fact that I was driving on such a puny rubber circle. I mean, its lasted a lot longer than the main tires on the car! Anyway, I also allowed for time to get to places. I noticed as I was driving and all these large fast cars were whizzing by me. I then realized that I was content. I saw SUV's competing for first place to a destination of no concern to me. I knew I would make it to my destination on time. I noticed landmarks around me and I had no stress whatsoever. I didn't care that the aggressive drivers were all competing with one another. I wasn't competition I was just an obstacle for the for the warriors of the road to avoid. And that made me happy. I observed how my life is very much the same way. I am sure everyone has been caught in a road rage event at some point in their life, whether it be on the road or not. Taking extra time to just ease back and relax and appreciate the world around you without getting caught up with keeping up with the Jones's or over compensating for your insecurities by cutting off others seems like it would greatly improve ones quality of life.

Monday, June 27, 2011

Certain States of mind

Not entirely sure why people marry. Doesn't really seem like anyone REALLY likes such a thing. Most people just whine and complain about it. It is very interesting to see that most of the forward and aggressive women sexually are married women. Are humans not meant to be monogamous?  I think not. I have felt this way for pretty much my whole life. The past few years I explored a different path. A path that now is proven to be non existent (at least for now). The path of the committed loving soul-mate. That way of thought drives women away. I attract more women when I act like my true self. My true self is one of constant change. I cannot commit because I cannot foresee the future. I don't know what lies ahead. I do know that I am very good at sacrifice. I know my word and my promise is very solid. If any one of those girls that I above mentioned...(the ones I was talking to when I chose to walk the different path) ....if they had accepted me for my promise. That promise would have stayed true. My experiment has proved me to be correct. Most people (men and women) are afraid of commitment. Because commitment entails sacrifice. And what is someone willing to sacrifice for someone else? We can fake like we are willing to make that sacrifice. which is what I see most people do. They most likely do such things because they are afraid to be alone or fear some loneliness in there old age. But I can say without a doubt that I have no fear of being lonely . I know that I never will be lonely as long as I stay true and honest and open to all.

"Have your cake and eat it too". Its a very over-used saying that most people get away with doing. as long as we are afraid ...there will be someone to take advantage of that fear.